Not everything is so pink, despite wearing pink glasses

I DO SPEAK IT..and fluently...

2010-10-17T14:21:00.001-07:00

On September 27th a linguistic consortium in Paris has come up with following results: the easiest languages to learn:

10. mongolese

09. aramaic

08. greek

07. norwegian

06. italian

05. romanian

04. croatian

03. bulgarian

02. english

01. the easiest language in the world spoken by more than 300 million people is spanish

the most difficult languages: (linguists examined complexity of grammar, syntax, historical development, pronunciation, orthography, letter styles, signs, etc.)

10. german

09. french

08. chinese

07. japanese

06. korean

05. persian

04. arabic

03. finnish

02. hungarian

01. the most difficult language is Slovak

The most difficult is grammar structure. Slovak language is the only one with seven grammar cases (nominativ, genitiv, dativ, accusativ, local, instrumental, vocativ), exquisite words, soft and hard "i", declension of adjectives and verbs, in other words almost each and every word in this language is being declinated. There are many other characteristics which are not found in other world languages. It is said, or estimated, that it takes about 12 years to learn it completely, but the linguists say, that there is no one on this earth who can speak this language perfectly knowing all the grammar rules.

But of course, as someone aready said, it depends a lot of your native language when it comes to difficulty.

Randomness ....

2010-10-17T04:38:00.000-07:00

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Disclaimer: This was not created by me...:-P

I can not assign any title on this one, sorry..

2010-10-14T13:11:00.000-07:00

Yes, that is right.
I have been sitting over here more than hour, trying to create some title for this one.
Nothing..........
No inspiration at all...
Does it bother me?
No, not at all...

Once I stumbled upon a second life machinima on youtube. Some guy made a HUD (thingy you attach to your avatar and depending on functionality, can change either your avatar , or your surroundings), which creates a real sl tornado.
Seems it was not enough, so he added few destructible buildings.
This machinima was practically using the tornado on the buildings, everything happening in quite dark enviroment , and the music in backround...one of those who make me feel dreamy and moody.
Unfortunately , there was nothing what would reveal what song is it.

I did figure that just today.....thanks to Grazi , Radiohead uber fan.

Street spirit (fade out) , just for your (and my, of course) pleasure :-)

THE SECOND COMING by William Butler Yeats

2010-10-13T10:11:00.000-07:00

A little bit of poetry , innit?

Turning and turning in the widening gyre
The falcon cannot hear the falconer;
Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold;
Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world,
The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere
The ceremony of innocence is drowned;
The best lack all conviction, while the worst
Are full of passionate intensity.

Surely some revelation is at hand;
Surely the Second Coming is at hand.
The Second Coming! Hardly are those words out
When a vast image out of Spiritus Mundi
Troubles my sight: a waste of desert sand;
A shape with lion body and the head of a man,
A gaze blank and pitiless as the sun,
Is moving its slow thighs, while all about it
Wind shadows of the indignant desert birds.
The darkness drops again but now I know
That twenty centuries of stony sleep
Were vexed to nightmare by a rocking cradle,
And what rough beast, its hour come round at last,
Slouches towards Bethlehem to be born?

Natasha Atlas - Gafsa (Bin jip OST)

2010-10-05T11:29:00.000-07:00

Special post :-)

Found the name of this song ,which is taken from soundtrack to one of my favorite movies , Bin Jip (3-Iron).

Enjoy:-)

When I saw u
I was afraid to meet u
When I met you
I was afraid to love you
When I loved you
I was afraid to lose you !
And now........................

Bits.....

2010-10-05T03:11:00.000-07:00

Even I made a promise to myself, I will resurrect this blog, I could not push me to do so.
Yes, I had ideas, and was about to lay them down , give them the right form, but every time I opened the blogger website , and laid my fingers on the keyboard, my mind was somewhere else.
Last three months were literally heaven and hell , and I finally ended up in purgatory (Is it not all of us are there?).
Loads of things were happening , and still are , so i just will highlight the most interesting bits....

..Let`s call her J.

J was someone totally different from me when I met her. If high schools looked like the ones in American TV shows and movies 14 years ago, including the social "groups" with their clichey statuses, I was a geeky, quirky one and she probably will fit in "cheerleader popular blonde girl"(not exactly like that , but to illustrate the difference this is good enough). Yet one moment made us into really good friends.Very odd couple indeed , but we stayed good friends even after our ways parted , I ended up in a tiny hole somewhere in eastern parts of country, she went to London. My complicated ways of living made me "disappear" for a while and so we lost contact for good.
Yes, I been thinking of J. from time to time , wondering what s up with her , but never done anything to find out (yes very similar to the promise about resurrecting my blog :-) ).
Until..maybe month ago, I was going through some weird s*it and had strange dreams , and J is in one of them. So, suddenly determined, i sat behind my PC in the morning , and instead going to resurrect this blog :-P , I went to look for a person.
I am not going to describe how, and how long did it take (not so long in times when people share their most intimate details on internet without a blink of their eye).
Sent a message and waited....not too long tho,she knew..
We started to talk, and it is kind of like we never really parted. Yes of course there were many things happening in meantime , some really surprising and apparently we both were just travelling around the world (more or less) and while I ended up in Wales (for now) , she`s stuck in NY waiting til some paperwork will be finished so she can return to London (yay).

..It`s always men...

We all been through it..lovesick...so odd. ME , the one who always could control her feelings and never enjoyed the drama factor which can come along with being in love , suddenly snaps and falls head over feet. Yes there was a bit of panic and confusion, but am back on my track now.(unsure if it is a win or a fail ).
Sorry dudes, no names here and no more details, it is supposed to be a "bit".

...Der ....

Yep, a SL one now.
Der was/is the most confusing person I ever met SL/RL . First he came across me as really nice caring person , then i dumped him to the trash bin labeled as " the ones who are not catching their train in real so they need to compensate it in second". Yes , it was his fault mixed with my lack of attention. I dislike drama , I avoid it, so do I avoid people who love to stir some and this was that cause.So I removed Der from my contacts , banished him and went to enjoy my SL.
Few days ago he messaged me out of blue. So strange , we talked about million things , 1025 more were explained and friendship restored.
Thanx Der for taking the courage and contacting me :-). I know I can be a fierce pain in ass :-P

...The victorian/goth one , the quirky one , passion for fashion and Slime...

I kinda rediscovered my old passion for goth/victorian look lately , along with the likeing of quirky things . I hate shopping , so thanks internet for ebay ;-).
The results..I would like to show them , but need to find a person brave enough to make pics of me ..Any takers? :-P

...Driving!!!..

I suck in that! But am trying.. that does count , innit?

...MUSIC!!...

Picking Kidney Thieves..enjoy, peeps.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sEDlWaQ-Jl0&feature=related

Morning poetry....is it really?

2010-05-11T02:21:00.000-07:00

ha ha ran over 2 nice pieces..it is not poetry but still cool:

Thank you for a lovely time,
But sparks I won’t be fakin’.
So if you think you’re gonna score,
My friend you are mistaken.

JUST FRIENDS, BUDDY!

If you give it up on the first date – you’re a slut or not relationship-worthy
If you don’t give it up on the first date – you’re a player
If you have an opposing view – you’re an idiot or difficult or brainwashed or hypocrite
If you are different from the norm (whatever that is) – you’re ugly or unworthy or strange

Who am I to disagree?